Just a quick post so I can complain..I’m writing from my phone, which I hate to do, because I’m at my sister’s for the weekend.

I have done nothing at all strenuous today. I babysat but that was just sitting. I’ve been tired all day. The fatigue and aches are the worst part of Autoimmune diseases. It’s also unpredictable when it will get worse than my regular level of fatigue.

I don’t feel that I have a particularly severe case. My medications (I take 10 a day) keep it from being completely debilitating; especially the pain from the Rheumatoid Arthritis. I know people who have it much worse.

It’s just fucking frustrating to be unsure from one day to the next if it’s going to be a bad one. How far can I push without paying for it the next couple days?

My thumb regularly cramps up or goes numb. Lately fingers on my left hand have been numb the majority of the time. Pretty sure it’s carpel tunnel.

One day it will get bad enough that I won’t be able to hold my phone. I dread this most of all. I’m a Millennial and I am attached to technology.

Sometimes I just need to put it out there that I am actually sick. I have what are called “invisible diseases”. It may seem like I’m just fucking lazy ( which is somewhat true) but I do legitimately have a bunch of crap wrong with my body.